Friday Morning Nature Blogging

The Universe has randomly selected you for punishment...

So, just when I thought my life was on a giant upswing, the other shoe dropped and the bottom fell out.

My man lost his job 'cause his company are giant ass hats with no integrity. My job is in trouble as the economy is so bad and getting worse no one seems to want to buy cars, huh go figure.

Seriously, just today their talking about making me part-time if things don't pick up like NOW, if that happens I can't pay rent as I'm the only source of income currently.

Other things that I'll not discuss here have only made the stress levels skyrocket out of control and leave me shaking my head and gasping for air.

It's a wonder I'm still keeping it together.

With all this I still go to work everyday with a smile on my face, knowing that any day they may cut my pay in half or let me go all together.

Everyday I send my kids off to school as if the loom of doom in not upon us so as not to make them worry. What else can a Mother do but survive?

As I Mature I've learned that....

...you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in.

...no matter how much I care, some people are just assholes.

...it takes years to build trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it.

...that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you better have a big willy or huge boobs.

...you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think.

...you can keep vomiting long after you think your finished.

..we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities.

...regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades, and there better be a lot of money to take it's place.

...99% of the time when something isn't working in your house, one of your kids did it.

...the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon and all the less important ones just never go away.

Friday Evening Nature Blogging

Finally free of the last of the boxes

So a little before and after for you.....


Before.....



After...


Artsy Fartsy...

Evil gets a VooDoo doll....

A really real Voodoo doll! It even had extra long stick pins, but the fucking airport security confiscated them from my boss who brought it to me from Haiti.

And here she is...I call her Luomi (Loo-oh-me) because that is where my boss said she came from, although when I google it nothing comes up so it must be like a county or something like it.

Anyway. Luomi the Voodoo doll.



Now to the fabric store for some hat pins, oooo! or maybe I'll shop around on line and try to get them from Haiti. If I can't have them hand delivered I'll have them shipped!
Evil will not be denied! MWAHAHAHAHAHA!

I hate the blogosphere.........and shit.

So, really really really don't have much to say lately.

I no longer have all day to sit around a think about what I'm gonna say on the Internets....now I spend the day deciding which bill gets paid when.

So my mind is a little on the dazed side at the end of the day these days know what I mean?

I just went to Fred Meyer (the horror) and I feel like it was a dream, I wandered around the store in a trance like state barely able to remember why I was there.

I've gone back to my horrible eating patterns that seem to creep up when I'm working full time and preoccupied with something. I think I've eaten once today...hence the trance like state.

Lucky for me I can still make my way around Fred's without pissing anyone off...unlike the employee's or the other customers who appear much more with it than me BUT HEY! maybe they do it on purpose that's my theory.

And there's the bell....see this is all the time I get on the computer....in three days.

see ya...sometime.