Well...

I just dont even know where to begin, I'm sure I've completely lost all of my two readers so we're back to the basics now. Primarily using this space as my own personal diary so that's a bonus.

It's kinda nice to once again have the freedom to say whatever the hell I want to without anyone to offend or put off.

My life folks has been a series of unfortunate events that have lead me into seclusion, I've had a falling out with some family, I've lost some family and I've moved twice since I've last been on.

It's been a little bit of a roller coaster ride for the last 6 months and I thought a nice disappearing act was in order (and now for my next trick!)

Anyway, I'm back in my beloved Fair Portland where I was born and raised, my kids are in one of the best school districts in the city, I have a cute and reasonably affordable apartment; washer and dryer incuded.

So, so far so so. I can't really ask for much more than that right now, all I can really hope for right now is as smooth as a ride as I can manage, anything more than that is simply frosting.

That's all folks!

mushy mush....

Taxes

I hate doing my taxes, but there done.

And I don't have to pay WOO HOO!

In fact their paying me, a lot!

Portland here we come.

I Just Don't Want To Disappear

I look out my window at my surrounding and I wonder "where am I?"
(...why am I here?...)

I look at the city I live in and I ask myself "how did I get here?"
(...where is my home?...)

I see myself in the mirror but I do not recognize my face.
(...who am I?...)

I lay in the grass and look up at the sky,
I feel the no feeling that exists when I merge with the earth
and for a moment we are one.

This is not really happening.

I am not really here.

This does not really exist.

There is nothing but matter, nothing is matter...and nothing matters.

Note to self...

Never get sick and leave your blog unattended...

No one will ever remember you are here.

you....

Your skin is like a drug to me when you touch my skin.

Your body, like a wall for me to lean against when I'm tired.

Your face is a relief when the anxiety sits on me like a weight.

Your voice is soothing and sweet in a world of noise and chaos.

Your soul is my soul's mate and that which I did search for all of my youth, that I found you so young is a gift.

I love you, feel you, taste you, breathe you.

My heart is not mine anymore;

It's yours.

Kitty Pins!

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You can have magnets or pins or whatever you can think of he'll probably do it for you.

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